i was wrong.
it's not another change that i need. indeed, i've been slacking and forgotten so much.
istiqomah is probably the next best solution. next to drugs treatment i mean. do they use drugs to cure such problems? i don't know. but don't doubt it either. modern meds are always associated with drugs. don't even know why they'd choose drugs than other natural resources. maybe meds practitioner should start going green with medicine. go green meds! *tetibe*
having a variety of interest might not be a bad things. perhaps i should manipulate myself into doing 10 things at once. ok maybe 2 at once. just the committing part is still under construction.
maybe, just maybe, learning to become istiqomah is learning about being committed.
i shall practice it now.
Thursday, December 27, 2012
i don't know how anyone could stick to one thing forever. it bugs me. i'm not an adventurous person (at least not that i know of) but the longest time i could give attention to something isn't as long as i wish i would. take an example in a class. i could only focus for half an hour. it's worst if the teacher is drop dead boring. besides, i can't commit to any hobbies for a long time. back when i was in primary school, probably in standard 4, i wrote about me not having any hobbies. for an essay narrating about your hobby. i decided to write about me jumping from one hobby to another. end up teacher called me and says that i wrote the essay wrongly. didn't she knew that it was a cry for help? ish.
i think i have this being constant with something issue.
maybe i need a constant reminder. but how can i remind myself if i can't seem to stick to it for long?
a change. maybe?
or maybe i should just admit that i easily lose interest towards anything i remotely liked for some time.
i think i have this being constant with something issue.
maybe i need a constant reminder. but how can i remind myself if i can't seem to stick to it for long?
a change. maybe?
or maybe i should just admit that i easily lose interest towards anything i remotely liked for some time.
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
here are some facts i learned last night :
i watched chalet girl.
the main character, johnny is ed westwick.
ed westwick is the name i've seen and heard many many times.
ed westwick is chuck bass.
chuck bass is the famous character in gossip girl.
chuck bass said this one famous tagline ends with "...then i won't be chuck bass."
ed westwick is gay.
or at least he potrayed as someone who is gay.
fin.
i watched chalet girl.
the main character, johnny is ed westwick.
ed westwick is the name i've seen and heard many many times.
ed westwick is chuck bass.
chuck bass is the famous character in gossip girl.
chuck bass said this one famous tagline ends with "...then i won't be chuck bass."
ed westwick is gay.
or at least he potrayed as someone who is gay.
fin.
Saturday, December 22, 2012
please.. please..
let it happen this time..
amiinn...
been looking forward to monday (just this once :3) but it's all ruined. by me. and me alone. isk iskkk.. kenot
krai.. kenot..
just finished a novel. kind of like the one i bought last year. just without the excruciating details of course. tapi cemane ni boleh terasa depressed sekali dengan character dalam cerita tu?!?! and it makes me feel even more guilty for ruining monday.
ya Rabb.. please please pleaaasseee let it happen this time..
maybe i'm turning into Emma, again.
let it happen this time..
amiinn...
been looking forward to monday (just this once :3) but it's all ruined. by me. and me alone. isk iskkk.. kenot
krai.. kenot..
just finished a novel. kind of like the one i bought last year. just without the excruciating details of course. tapi cemane ni boleh terasa depressed sekali dengan character dalam cerita tu?!?! and it makes me feel even more guilty for ruining monday.
ya Rabb.. please please pleaaasseee let it happen this time..
maybe i'm turning into Emma, again.
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Assalamualaikum & hi!
tiga.
tiga yang dulu lain.
antara sedar dan tidak.
Allah panggil kami pulangkan hati pada-Nya.
tiga.
tiga yang dulu lain.
antara geli dan geleman.
tiga.
aku ke saya.
kau ke awak.
tiga.
sebelah menyebelah hingga kejauhan.
renung-renung hingga dengar-dengar.
tiga.
Alhamdulillah..
atas segalanya.
(:
tiga.
tiga yang dulu lain.
antara sedar dan tidak.
Allah panggil kami pulangkan hati pada-Nya.
tiga.
tiga yang dulu lain.
antara geli dan geleman.
tiga.
aku ke saya.
kau ke awak.
tiga.
sebelah menyebelah hingga kejauhan.
renung-renung hingga dengar-dengar.
tiga.
Alhamdulillah..
atas segalanya.
(:
Monday, November 26, 2012
It’s a mixed feelings.
A blend of excitedness, possessive, love and dislike.
Sticked by tears.
A piece of me, a piece of her.
Many says that the last one is the most pampered.
We are actually full of fond.
And we are the ones who understand what it means..
To be left, again and again.
If we could pause, rewind but not forward the time ….
Saturday, November 24, 2012
i removed my last post. probably caused it was written with so much emotion. and because it was too long. i wish writing assignment and thesis is as easy as blogging. hoho
Alhamdulillah i'm healthy today. just got back my appetite which i just realised that other than being a big help when choosing food (lulz), appetite is actually a bless rather than a curse. i lose half kilos in no time! and i may gain it soon. more than half perhaps? ekeke. it was by far, the sickness that got me so weak i wish i could just roll my body to anywhere i wanna go. but fret not. it might be a way to cleanse my sins.
on the side note, all my plans for the last three days were cancelled. and i'm home now feeling more lively than ever! eceh lelebih lakss. ngeh.
and two submission next week. plus undecided thesis topic. i need energy. should start eat maybe?
Alhamdulillah i'm healthy today. just got back my appetite which i just realised that other than being a big help when choosing food (lulz), appetite is actually a bless rather than a curse. i lose half kilos in no time! and i may gain it soon. more than half perhaps? ekeke. it was by far, the sickness that got me so weak i wish i could just roll my body to anywhere i wanna go. but fret not. it might be a way to cleanse my sins.
on the side note, all my plans for the last three days were cancelled. and i'm home now feeling more lively than ever! eceh lelebih lakss. ngeh.
and two submission next week. plus undecided thesis topic. i need energy. should start eat maybe?
Sunday, November 18, 2012
Assalamualaikim & hi!
Long time no update kekekeke. Too lazy and swarmed with neverending homeworks. Though this semester isn't as busy as last year, i'm pretty sure it's going to end in not such a good mannered way. Pardon my english. Soy no habla english. Ecewahcewah. Been watching so much el secretario in arabic with english subtitles and this is how i've become. A bed potato. Was putting so much hope that i'll finish assignments during the last 4 days of holidays but no, el secretario craze top it all of. Ish ish ish. Where's that motivation to stop being last minute huh? :3
Anyway, Gaza is under attack again. My thoughts and prayers are with them. Sad news over and over again. But i'm more devastated with the fact that we never change. We as in the Muslims who aren't publicly attacked. Over the years, we've slowly turning into seasonal mourners. The seasonal boycotters. The seasonal prayers. I have prepared to write a lenghty post about boycotting, the weak ummah and our habits but tonight isn't really the right time to do so. I'm out of blogging mojo. Maybe some other time when i'm not hungry, sleepy and guiltless of assignment.
I remember back then some people shared a photo on facebook with a simple but deep caption saying "bila bercakap tentang jihad, semua bangun bercakap itu ini pung pang peng pong. Tapi berapa ramai yang jihad bangun pagi nak solat subuh berjemaah?" i rephrase it with my own words since i've been eating ants lately.
Jihad isn't all swords and attack. Before looking at them, look at ourselves.
Wasalam.
Long time no update kekekeke. Too lazy and swarmed with neverending homeworks. Though this semester isn't as busy as last year, i'm pretty sure it's going to end in not such a good mannered way. Pardon my english. Soy no habla english. Ecewahcewah. Been watching so much el secretario in arabic with english subtitles and this is how i've become. A bed potato. Was putting so much hope that i'll finish assignments during the last 4 days of holidays but no, el secretario craze top it all of. Ish ish ish. Where's that motivation to stop being last minute huh? :3
Anyway, Gaza is under attack again. My thoughts and prayers are with them. Sad news over and over again. But i'm more devastated with the fact that we never change. We as in the Muslims who aren't publicly attacked. Over the years, we've slowly turning into seasonal mourners. The seasonal boycotters. The seasonal prayers. I have prepared to write a lenghty post about boycotting, the weak ummah and our habits but tonight isn't really the right time to do so. I'm out of blogging mojo. Maybe some other time when i'm not hungry, sleepy and guiltless of assignment.
I remember back then some people shared a photo on facebook with a simple but deep caption saying "bila bercakap tentang jihad, semua bangun bercakap itu ini pung pang peng pong. Tapi berapa ramai yang jihad bangun pagi nak solat subuh berjemaah?" i rephrase it with my own words since i've been eating ants lately.
Jihad isn't all swords and attack. Before looking at them, look at ourselves.
Wasalam.
Monday, October 29, 2012
.kain suci.
kalau aku sebat seluor tadi, mungkin dari pukul 1.30 tadi aku duk nyesal sorang-sorang. Alhamdulillah.
pelik sikit. bagi kat orang rasa puas hati. beli untuk sendiri nyesal sungguh. moga-moga orang sekeliling pun berperasaan begini maka akhirnya membeli belah untuk aku hahaha.
bukak fesbuk nampak sepupu haplod gambar arwah mak dengan ayah dia. sayu. sayu teringat kat arwah. dulu-dulu mereka sekeluarga antara yang happening.
sayu tengok kadang-kadang anak sulung dia update status sedih.
sayu tengok anak mereka yang paling kecik dah besar. sejak mak ayah dia meninggal, dia makin kurus. makin pendiam.
aku tahu Allah maha pengasih. lagi banyak kasih untuk diorang ni. jadik, sama-samalah kita hargai mak abah kita sekarang (untuk yang masih ada). tak mau menyesal tak sudah ...
dah dah. pi amik fon call mak pak hang la ni jugak. kalau depa kat depan mata, pi ler peluk tunggu apa lagiiiii!
pelik sikit. bagi kat orang rasa puas hati. beli untuk sendiri nyesal sungguh. moga-moga orang sekeliling pun berperasaan begini maka akhirnya membeli belah untuk aku hahaha.
bukak fesbuk nampak sepupu haplod gambar arwah mak dengan ayah dia. sayu. sayu teringat kat arwah. dulu-dulu mereka sekeluarga antara yang happening.
sayu tengok kadang-kadang anak sulung dia update status sedih.
sayu tengok anak mereka yang paling kecik dah besar. sejak mak ayah dia meninggal, dia makin kurus. makin pendiam.
aku tahu Allah maha pengasih. lagi banyak kasih untuk diorang ni. jadik, sama-samalah kita hargai mak abah kita sekarang (untuk yang masih ada). tak mau menyesal tak sudah ...
dah dah. pi amik fon call mak pak hang la ni jugak. kalau depa kat depan mata, pi ler peluk tunggu apa lagiiiii!
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Saturday, October 27, 2012
.quoting self.
"tak mau dah ingat kisah hitam lalu"
"semua orang ada kisah masing-masing. sakit tu kifarah dosa"
"kisah kita macam mana?"
"kisah kita hitam merah biru coklat hijau semua ada"
"cewah.. dah macam buku mewarna"
"masih banyak mukasurat kosong untuk kita warna. ecewah!"
do laugh. and feel sick.
it's geli and i know it gehehehe.
"semua orang ada kisah masing-masing. sakit tu kifarah dosa"
"kisah kita macam mana?"
"kisah kita hitam merah biru coklat hijau semua ada"
"cewah.. dah macam buku mewarna"
"masih banyak mukasurat kosong untuk kita warna. ecewah!"
do laugh. and feel sick.
it's geli and i know it gehehehe.
Thursday, October 25, 2012
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
.practice what you preach before preaching - cedok quote dari orang.
Aku takut bila kata memakan diri.
Korang biasa dengar "jangan cakap.. Nanti kena kat kau balik." aku tak biasa dengar sebab aku yang biasa cakap camtu hahaha. Tapi last2 memang jadik kat aku balik. Lepas tu cakap kat diri sendiri "tu la..dulu mengata orang." padan muka aku. Padan sangat.
Oleh sebab tu, aku sebolehnya menghalang diri daripada post atau tweet perkara yang berunsur menyuruh atau menasihat berbaur mengeji dan mengata serta sarcasm. Contohnya "amboi couple depan aku ni kemain berpeluk. Nak kad kahwin dik. Boleh?" insya Allah kawan-kawan turut retweet atau bersetuju dengan perkara ni. Ha, satgi kau ke kawan kau yang retweet tu pun buat benda yang sama bila bercinta. Padan muka kau dan kawan-kawan kau. Eh kau ke aku ni? Bukan aku tengan cakap pasal aku ke? Hahaha. K ni contoh je.
Cuba kalau kau buat salah, lepas tu makcik sebelah rumah perli-perli kau. Terbako tak?!?!?
Sekarang, cuba ganti "kau" dengan "minah tu" dan "makcik sebelah rumah" dengan "kau". Ha. Apa rasa? Apa rasa? Mane la aku tau. Kau yang rasa. *tetiba emosi sendiri*
Akhirnya aku telah membuat kata putus untuk cerita pasal aku je. Dan sedikit pengajaran yang aku dapat dari orang terdekat. Yang betul2 dekat je. Penduduk cempaka tak masuk list. Ecewah.
Bukan apa. Sesetengah orang bukan main post atau tweet untuk mengajak kita sama-sama kembali kepada Allah. Dengan philosophical quote siap. Untuk husnuzon, mungkin dia tengah bagitau diri sendiri tapi tercerita macam nak suruh orang yang buat instead of doing a note to self. Setakat satu ke dua tu mungkin ok lagi tapi dah kalau tweet dan post semua jenis macam tu, tak ke dah sampai masa nak bagitau dia secara subtle untuk sama-sama kita audit diri? K yang ni memang note to self untuk aku. Sebab aku pun suka share dan aku tak tau la aku ni dah masuk kategori kena cermin diri.
Keputusannya, blog baru ini akan ku cuba untuk bersihkan dari anasir sarcasm serta nasihat yang mana aku sendiri pun tak pernah buat. Selamat malam.
Korang biasa dengar "jangan cakap.. Nanti kena kat kau balik." aku tak biasa dengar sebab aku yang biasa cakap camtu hahaha. Tapi last2 memang jadik kat aku balik. Lepas tu cakap kat diri sendiri "tu la..dulu mengata orang." padan muka aku. Padan sangat.
Oleh sebab tu, aku sebolehnya menghalang diri daripada post atau tweet perkara yang berunsur menyuruh atau menasihat berbaur mengeji dan mengata serta sarcasm. Contohnya "amboi couple depan aku ni kemain berpeluk. Nak kad kahwin dik. Boleh?" insya Allah kawan-kawan turut retweet atau bersetuju dengan perkara ni. Ha, satgi kau ke kawan kau yang retweet tu pun buat benda yang sama bila bercinta. Padan muka kau dan kawan-kawan kau. Eh kau ke aku ni? Bukan aku tengan cakap pasal aku ke? Hahaha. K ni contoh je.
Cuba kalau kau buat salah, lepas tu makcik sebelah rumah perli-perli kau. Terbako tak?!?!?
Sekarang, cuba ganti "kau" dengan "minah tu" dan "makcik sebelah rumah" dengan "kau". Ha. Apa rasa? Apa rasa? Mane la aku tau. Kau yang rasa. *tetiba emosi sendiri*
Akhirnya aku telah membuat kata putus untuk cerita pasal aku je. Dan sedikit pengajaran yang aku dapat dari orang terdekat. Yang betul2 dekat je. Penduduk cempaka tak masuk list. Ecewah.
Bukan apa. Sesetengah orang bukan main post atau tweet untuk mengajak kita sama-sama kembali kepada Allah. Dengan philosophical quote siap. Untuk husnuzon, mungkin dia tengah bagitau diri sendiri tapi tercerita macam nak suruh orang yang buat instead of doing a note to self. Setakat satu ke dua tu mungkin ok lagi tapi dah kalau tweet dan post semua jenis macam tu, tak ke dah sampai masa nak bagitau dia secara subtle untuk sama-sama kita audit diri? K yang ni memang note to self untuk aku. Sebab aku pun suka share dan aku tak tau la aku ni dah masuk kategori kena cermin diri.
Keputusannya, blog baru ini akan ku cuba untuk bersihkan dari anasir sarcasm serta nasihat yang mana aku sendiri pun tak pernah buat. Selamat malam.
.something to ponder.
Assalamualaikum & hi!
Pertama kali dalam hidup sangat suka tengok jelibin. Nampaknya estrogen telah mula memainkan peranan. Ehem.
Jadi pagi tadi seperti biasa, sebelum tidur kembali, aku online untuk konon-konon mencari ketenangan. Ye ketenangan di dunia maya. Ihik ihik. Ketenangan hape benda kat internet nokk.
Oleh kerana kelmarin aku turut marathon beberapa artikel Yasmin Mogahed yang osem (tak tau perkataan lain yg kurang urban), terbaca pula "verily, with hardship comes ease". Dalam melayunya sebut "sesungguhnya, dengan kesusahan akan datang kesenangan" yang mana setelah seminit berfikir baru teringat yang partner pernah cakap benda yang sama.
I was going through a rocky weekend at that time. Yang paling utamanya, masa tuh tengah cari bangunan untuk ip. Dan cuma tinggal group aku yang terkapai-kapai. Sampai nyanyuk aku tak lupa nama orang yang mempermainkan perasaan kami!! Wah gituh punya dendam hahaha. Takde la. Tak dendam. Cuma kecewa je. Semoga Allah bukak mata dia luas2 supaya dia perasan apa2 dia buat ni.
Partner telah berkata "dalam setiap kesusahan, ada kesenangan" which technically meant the same thing as been told in al-Quran yang mana satu semester kemudian baru aku tahu hehehehe. Dalam surah ash-sharh (kadang-kadang org sebut surah al-insyirah). Sejuk sikit hati ni bila dengar partner cakap ayat tu, which at that time i didn't know it was from al-Quran. Rasanya beliau juga turut tidak tahu kerana beliau berkata beliau pernah terbaca (or terdengar) somewhere hehehe. Bila selak translation, rupanya surah tu memang untuk menyejukkan hati yang duka lara tertekanan sndhdbrfhf semua semualah. Mungkin Allah nak suruh aku bukak al-Quran dengan makna dia. Cara halus paling halus. Sobsobsob..
Mulai sekarang, surah ash-shahr akan menjadi rujukan pertama saya bila tensi dengan esemen. Ingat ni hajimah!
Wassalam~
Pertama kali dalam hidup sangat suka tengok jelibin. Nampaknya estrogen telah mula memainkan peranan. Ehem.
Jadi pagi tadi seperti biasa, sebelum tidur kembali, aku online untuk konon-konon mencari ketenangan. Ye ketenangan di dunia maya. Ihik ihik. Ketenangan hape benda kat internet nokk.
Oleh kerana kelmarin aku turut marathon beberapa artikel Yasmin Mogahed yang osem (tak tau perkataan lain yg kurang urban), terbaca pula "verily, with hardship comes ease". Dalam melayunya sebut "sesungguhnya, dengan kesusahan akan datang kesenangan" yang mana setelah seminit berfikir baru teringat yang partner pernah cakap benda yang sama.
I was going through a rocky weekend at that time. Yang paling utamanya, masa tuh tengah cari bangunan untuk ip. Dan cuma tinggal group aku yang terkapai-kapai. Sampai nyanyuk aku tak lupa nama orang yang mempermainkan perasaan kami!! Wah gituh punya dendam hahaha. Takde la. Tak dendam. Cuma kecewa je. Semoga Allah bukak mata dia luas2 supaya dia perasan apa2 dia buat ni.
Partner telah berkata "dalam setiap kesusahan, ada kesenangan" which technically meant the same thing as been told in al-Quran yang mana satu semester kemudian baru aku tahu hehehehe. Dalam surah ash-sharh (kadang-kadang org sebut surah al-insyirah). Sejuk sikit hati ni bila dengar partner cakap ayat tu, which at that time i didn't know it was from al-Quran. Rasanya beliau juga turut tidak tahu kerana beliau berkata beliau pernah terbaca (or terdengar) somewhere hehehe. Bila selak translation, rupanya surah tu memang untuk menyejukkan hati yang duka lara tertekanan sndhdbrfhf semua semualah. Mungkin Allah nak suruh aku bukak al-Quran dengan makna dia. Cara halus paling halus. Sobsobsob..
Mulai sekarang, surah ash-shahr akan menjadi rujukan pertama saya bila tensi dengan esemen. Ingat ni hajimah!
Wassalam~
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
.of bimbo and jelibin.
Assalamualaikum & hi!
yeayyyy blog dah ada kaler ^_______^
duk ingat nak pakai blogskin punya. takut terbimbo pulak. so jellybeans it is! :D
sebut jellybeans, teringin pulak. ohmai selera apa akhir-akhir ni T___T
sebut bimbo ingat nak dendang 1 lagu la..
my bimbo lies over the ocean,
my bimbo lies over the sea,
my bimbo lies over the ocean,
oh, please bring back my bimbo
to me.
ihik ihik ihik..
out. k.
wassalam~
yeayyyy blog dah ada kaler ^_______^
duk ingat nak pakai blogskin punya. takut terbimbo pulak. so jellybeans it is! :D
sebut jellybeans, teringin pulak. ohmai selera apa akhir-akhir ni T___T
sebut bimbo ingat nak dendang 1 lagu la..
my bimbo lies over the ocean,
my bimbo lies over the sea,
my bimbo lies over the ocean,
oh, please bring back my bimbo
to me.
ihik ihik ihik..
out. k.
wassalam~
Monday, October 22, 2012
.akan datang.
it's sunday night. a chill sunday night. Alhamdulillah rain poured nicely today. weather is pretty nice lately. hot day tagged by heavy pouring rain. I’m enjoying it while it lasts.
Well internet connection still sucks. Hence the blogging in Microsoft words. It’s weird, really. Felt like writing for assignment. Which reminds me I haven’t started on that less than 10 pages summary yet. There’s a week left so I’m guessing I still got plenty of time. It’s 30%. 30 freaking percent. I know it’s crazy. So I’ll be jumbling up any words coming through my mind for a week. Alhamdulillah I’ve got a week of holiday coming. Lecturers are either out of the country or on leave. They want to celebrate raya as much as we do.
This post will sound really serious. I don’t feel like inserting haha hehe hoho huhu in Microsoft words. Like I said, it’s definitely is weird. And Words is the strictest grammar nazi I’ve seen. And why on earth is everyone starting to use the term “grammar nazi” so much? It’s been there for ages. I’m guessing there’s some famous blogger using that term. Maybe.
Will be back home in the afternoon. Yeayyyyy! :D I’ve been on idle mood ever since we’ve past the busy week. Which is about a week ago. Wow, I’ve been doing nothing for a week. No wonder :3
I actually am waiting for partner to come back. And I hope I’ll still remember all those things which have been piling up for almost a month! baby lahir pun dah berubah muka ihikk..
Well internet connection still sucks. Hence the blogging in Microsoft words. It’s weird, really. Felt like writing for assignment. Which reminds me I haven’t started on that less than 10 pages summary yet. There’s a week left so I’m guessing I still got plenty of time. It’s 30%. 30 freaking percent. I know it’s crazy. So I’ll be jumbling up any words coming through my mind for a week. Alhamdulillah I’ve got a week of holiday coming. Lecturers are either out of the country or on leave. They want to celebrate raya as much as we do.
This post will sound really serious. I don’t feel like inserting haha hehe hoho huhu in Microsoft words. Like I said, it’s definitely is weird. And Words is the strictest grammar nazi I’ve seen. And why on earth is everyone starting to use the term “grammar nazi” so much? It’s been there for ages. I’m guessing there’s some famous blogger using that term. Maybe.
Will be back home in the afternoon. Yeayyyyy! :D I’ve been on idle mood ever since we’ve past the busy week. Which is about a week ago. Wow, I’ve been doing nothing for a week. No wonder :3
I actually am waiting for partner to come back. And I hope I’ll still remember all those things which have been piling up for almost a month! baby lahir pun dah berubah muka ihikk..
Sunday, October 21, 2012
i'm jealous of Yasmin Mogahed. not the i-wanna-take-you-down kind of jealous. but more like i-wanna-be-like-you kind of jealous. it's not that i want to write books but simply, had i known my talent, i'd want to use it the way she did.
i wish i know what i'm good at. and confidently use it. like she did.
i wish i know what i'm good at. and confidently use it. like she did.
.awww yeahhh.
Assalamualaikum & hi!
just got back after a long day. long day of food! food everywhere! ekekeke. bb said i'm getting fat... comparing me from when i was in 3rd semester. well i can't agree more. and i must start healthy lifestyle full of walking again! hence, hello jogging shoes! (i hope!)
and today was quite errr... rocky. just a small rocky place. had long, boring seminar for the whole day. it was a good place to share their experience but too bad, they forgot that we're students who enjoy humor rather than professionalism. the latter is okay if and only if you're a great narrator who can make us drown in the sea of professionalism filled with imagination and feelings. thank you rism for your effort. hope there'll be more improvement for the years to come. oh by the way, it was value management seminar held in taylor's.
and taylor's is freaking education-is-business kind of place. i don't know how i'd survive if i were to enroll there. by surviving i meant with the living expenses. the facilities are awesome. definitely awesome and worth paying. but my current place isn't too bad. i know it's old and facilities (along with services provided) aren't up to the par but heyyy.. i'm getting as much as i deserved. with the fees i meant. you can't expect rm60 per semester to compete with other internet service which cost you about as much per month. and paying 1260 per sem for hostel with food charges 3.50 per day? that's more than i could be thankful for. the food is good too. and i don't need to ride bus or taxi to class since college is only 5-10 minutes away.
off now. waasslam~
just got back after a long day. long day of food! food everywhere! ekekeke. bb said i'm getting fat... comparing me from when i was in 3rd semester. well i can't agree more. and i must start healthy lifestyle full of walking again! hence, hello jogging shoes! (i hope!)
and today was quite errr... rocky. just a small rocky place. had long, boring seminar for the whole day. it was a good place to share their experience but too bad, they forgot that we're students who enjoy humor rather than professionalism. the latter is okay if and only if you're a great narrator who can make us drown in the sea of professionalism filled with imagination and feelings. thank you rism for your effort. hope there'll be more improvement for the years to come. oh by the way, it was value management seminar held in taylor's.
and taylor's is freaking education-is-business kind of place. i don't know how i'd survive if i were to enroll there. by surviving i meant with the living expenses. the facilities are awesome. definitely awesome and worth paying. but my current place isn't too bad. i know it's old and facilities (along with services provided) aren't up to the par but heyyy.. i'm getting as much as i deserved. with the fees i meant. you can't expect rm60 per semester to compete with other internet service which cost you about as much per month. and paying 1260 per sem for hostel with food charges 3.50 per day? that's more than i could be thankful for. the food is good too. and i don't need to ride bus or taxi to class since college is only 5-10 minutes away.
off now. waasslam~
Friday, October 19, 2012
.and here it is.
Assalamualaikum & hi!
i opened blogger just now and find the new blog button alone. it's mocking me. really. :3
anyway, it's Friday. blessed Friday. fabulously serene Friday. fun Friday. fat Friday?
and it's the first time ever i'm in college on Friday for this semester! hehehe. and it'll also be my first weekend here and it doesn't sound awesome. not at all. a night class and one whole day seminar coming. but it's okay. i'm getting out early hehehehe.
so.. i joined secret circle yesterday. or i may call it the sharing circle. i really do join it you know. so now i've lose the cricleginity! ekeke. it was nice. it really was. the thing is, i told myself to keep my mouth shut for the whole time and listen. just listen. don't talk. but circle is all about sharing so i can't keep things to myself hehehe. maybe i'm going to talk a little next time. just the least i could. i will :-X (nampak tak emot ni nak cuba tutup mulut).
ehem. i'm out. bye.
wassalam~
i opened blogger just now and find the new blog button alone. it's mocking me. really. :3
anyway, it's Friday. blessed Friday. fabulously serene Friday. fun Friday. fat Friday?
and it's the first time ever i'm in college on Friday for this semester! hehehe. and it'll also be my first weekend here and it doesn't sound awesome. not at all. a night class and one whole day seminar coming. but it's okay. i'm getting out early hehehehe.
so.. i joined secret circle yesterday. or i may call it the sharing circle. i really do join it you know. so now i've lose the cricleginity! ekeke. it was nice. it really was. the thing is, i told myself to keep my mouth shut for the whole time and listen. just listen. don't talk. but circle is all about sharing so i can't keep things to myself hehehe. maybe i'm going to talk a little next time. just the least i could. i will :-X (nampak tak emot ni nak cuba tutup mulut).
ehem. i'm out. bye.
wassalam~
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
.apekah ini semua?!?!?.
hujan 24 jam.
bulan naik aku tengok.
matahari ganti bulan, guruh.
bulan naik semula masih hujan.
"kenapa bengkak?"
tercucuk-cucuk jantung rasa.
bukan metafora.
tertahan-tahan.
sampai masa aku berhenti, aku fikir.
atau mungkin 365 hari lagi.
atau mungkin 187 setengah hari lagi
atau mungkin sekarang.
sebab aku penat berbengkak.
memori merah.
kalau la aku boleh backspace.
tapi takpe.
orang kata pengalaman tu cikgu.
orang la kata. aku taip balik je.
bulan naik aku tengok.
matahari ganti bulan, guruh.
bulan naik semula masih hujan.
"kenapa bengkak?"
tercucuk-cucuk jantung rasa.
bukan metafora.
tertahan-tahan.
sampai masa aku berhenti, aku fikir.
atau mungkin 365 hari lagi.
atau mungkin 187 setengah hari lagi
atau mungkin sekarang.
sebab aku penat berbengkak.
memori merah.
kalau la aku boleh backspace.
tapi takpe.
orang kata pengalaman tu cikgu.
orang la kata. aku taip balik je.
Monday, October 15, 2012
.too young to think.
mak selalu sembang kawen dengan akak sama abang aku. sebagai anak mithali, tipu la aku tak mencelah hehe. selalunya begini...
"blablabla kawen kawen kawen blablabla." mak
"mak, kite tak nak kawen. nak duduk dengan mak. teman mak dengan abah." aku. jokingly of course x)
"a'ah yelah. habis mak dah mati nanti nak duduk dengan siapa? takkan nak duk dengan mak dalam kubur? kena la kawen. kawen tu mesti. nanti dah tua baru ade teman." mak
"ala kite teman mak laa.." aku. taknak kalah.
"tak boleh! blablabla kawen kawen kawen blablabla" mak.
gituh kan? ce bayangkan tiap kali aku cakap macam tu, dialog mak aku sama je takkan aku taknak ulang-ulang hahaha.
baru-baru ni, semenjak akak aku semakin berbunga bunga, selalu la cakap macam ni...
"dik, aku kawen tahun depan tau. bulan 10" akak
"alaa.. jangan la kawen dulu.. jangan la tinggalkan aku." aku. jokingly, again.
"aku bagitau maaakkk" akak
selepas selesai beliau report...
"mane boleh cakap macam tu. kalau dah sampai masa, kena la kawen." mak
kemudian akak kegembiraan.
maka aku redho. oleh itu, kelmarin aku berkata begini pada mak...
"adik nanti sambung la master.. nak sambung tak?" abah
"tak tau lagi la. tengok dulu. mak, kite kawen tahun depan tau." aku. masih joking.
"*memandang tajam selama seminit kat aku* alaa.. adik kawen nanti la.. umur 25 ke.. paling lewat 26. teman la mak dulu." mak
kantoi. ahak ahak
errr... aku harap orang lain yang terbaca ni turut paham.
"blablabla kawen kawen kawen blablabla." mak
"mak, kite tak nak kawen. nak duduk dengan mak. teman mak dengan abah." aku. jokingly of course x)
"a'ah yelah. habis mak dah mati nanti nak duduk dengan siapa? takkan nak duk dengan mak dalam kubur? kena la kawen. kawen tu mesti. nanti dah tua baru ade teman." mak
"ala kite teman mak laa.." aku. taknak kalah.
"tak boleh! blablabla kawen kawen kawen blablabla" mak.
gituh kan? ce bayangkan tiap kali aku cakap macam tu, dialog mak aku sama je takkan aku taknak ulang-ulang hahaha.
baru-baru ni, semenjak akak aku semakin berbunga bunga, selalu la cakap macam ni...
"dik, aku kawen tahun depan tau. bulan 10" akak
"alaa.. jangan la kawen dulu.. jangan la tinggalkan aku." aku. jokingly, again.
"aku bagitau maaakkk" akak
selepas selesai beliau report...
"mane boleh cakap macam tu. kalau dah sampai masa, kena la kawen." mak
kemudian akak kegembiraan.
maka aku redho. oleh itu, kelmarin aku berkata begini pada mak...
"adik nanti sambung la master.. nak sambung tak?" abah
"tak tau lagi la. tengok dulu. mak, kite kawen tahun depan tau." aku. masih joking.
"*memandang tajam selama seminit kat aku* alaa.. adik kawen nanti la.. umur 25 ke.. paling lewat 26. teman la mak dulu." mak
kantoi. ahak ahak
errr... aku harap orang lain yang terbaca ni turut paham.
Sunday, October 14, 2012
.hujan memori, hujan kenangan.
hujan satu hari.
hujan luar hujan dalam.
dalam setahun, mesti ada 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 hari yang macam ni.
tapi takpe. aku suka.
sejuk-sejuk macam ni. lepas seminggu kemarau membahang mencucuk kulit mukaku apabila berjalan ke kelas ececewahhh.
tapi..
hujan satu hari turut datang bersama memori.
memori yang turut timbul kembali bersama perasaan.
dari memori pertama aku sampai sekarang.
banyak yang melekat bila berkaitan dengan hujan.
aku ingat naik taip masa hujan-hujan tadi tapi sedap pulak aihh tido ihik ihik ihikk
takpe. bila memori tu datang balik, aku taip la. errr kalau tak tido lagi :3
hujan luar hujan dalam.
dalam setahun, mesti ada 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 hari yang macam ni.
tapi takpe. aku suka.
sejuk-sejuk macam ni. lepas seminggu kemarau membahang mencucuk kulit mukaku apabila berjalan ke kelas ececewahhh.
tapi..
hujan satu hari turut datang bersama memori.
memori yang turut timbul kembali bersama perasaan.
dari memori pertama aku sampai sekarang.
banyak yang melekat bila berkaitan dengan hujan.
aku ingat naik taip masa hujan-hujan tadi tapi sedap pulak aihh tido ihik ihik ihikk
takpe. bila memori tu datang balik, aku taip la. errr kalau tak tido lagi :3
Saturday, October 13, 2012
.kerana yang sepi itu aku.
Assalamualaikum & hi!
zaripah telah mengepost status berbau mengimbau kenangan masa lalu.
sebagai manusia beremosi, aku turut terimbau bersama-sama beliau.
selain itu, aku turut terlupa birthday member sekelas yang dulu kering kini mungkin dah ada daging (sikit).
blog dia pun dah terhapus. atau dah tukar link?
turut serta menambah imbauan adalah blog-blog lama yang telah terjeruk.
semua bermula dan berakhir pada bulan Oktober.
mungkin Oktober adalah bulan perasaan aku berevolusi. ecececewah~
blog ni pun takde nama. nanti fikir bermakna nanti la aku fikir apa tajuk dia.
dedicating this post for the past.
kesimpulannya, selamat malam kenangan.
selamat malam virus demam.
semoga kau pulang ke tempat asal esok.
Wassalam.
zaripah telah mengepost status berbau mengimbau kenangan masa lalu.
sebagai manusia beremosi, aku turut terimbau bersama-sama beliau.
selain itu, aku turut terlupa birthday member sekelas yang dulu kering kini mungkin dah ada daging (sikit).
blog dia pun dah terhapus. atau dah tukar link?
turut serta menambah imbauan adalah blog-blog lama yang telah terjeruk.
semua bermula dan berakhir pada bulan Oktober.
mungkin Oktober adalah bulan perasaan aku berevolusi. ecececewah~
blog ni pun takde nama. nanti fikir bermakna nanti la aku fikir apa tajuk dia.
dedicating this post for the past.
kesimpulannya, selamat malam kenangan.
selamat malam virus demam.
semoga kau pulang ke tempat asal esok.
Wassalam.
Thursday, October 11, 2012
.i'll be backkkkk.
Assalamualaikum & hi!
eh dah berkurun ke aku tak edit blog? rasa excited pulop. hihihihihi...
takde apa nak cakap. feeling pun dah lain dengan background gelap-gelap gini. gaya penuh emosi. gituhhh.. hihihihihi..
minggu kesibukan akademik dah berlalu bersama blog dari pasum tuuu. 3 tahun siot. tak sangka. cara memblog gaya matang kini ohok ohok ohokkk~
excuse me for not looking much excited. my virtual self was reborn two days ago. hihihihi...
wassalam~
eh dah berkurun ke aku tak edit blog? rasa excited pulop. hihihihihi...
takde apa nak cakap. feeling pun dah lain dengan background gelap-gelap gini. gaya penuh emosi. gituhhh.. hihihihihi..
minggu kesibukan akademik dah berlalu bersama blog dari pasum tuuu. 3 tahun siot. tak sangka. cara memblog gaya matang kini ohok ohok ohokkk~
excuse me for not looking much excited. my virtual self was reborn two days ago. hihihihi...
wassalam~
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
.sekali lagi.
Assalamualaikum & hai.
tempat baru.
habit lama la. withdrawal syndrome. term aku sendiri ihik ihik ihik.
walau apa pun, yang sebelum ni juara. paling lama, paling banyak.
aku pun tak tau ni yang ke berapa. empat kot.
errr...
dah la.
wassalam.
tempat baru.
habit lama la. withdrawal syndrome. term aku sendiri ihik ihik ihik.
walau apa pun, yang sebelum ni juara. paling lama, paling banyak.
aku pun tak tau ni yang ke berapa. empat kot.
errr...
dah la.
wassalam.
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