i don't know how anyone could stick to one thing forever. it bugs me. i'm not an adventurous person (at least not that i know of) but the longest time i could give attention to something isn't as long as i wish i would. take an example in a class. i could only focus for half an hour. it's worst if the teacher is drop dead boring. besides, i can't commit to any hobbies for a long time. back when i was in primary school, probably in standard 4, i wrote about me not having any hobbies. for an essay narrating about your hobby. i decided to write about me jumping from one hobby to another. end up teacher called me and says that i wrote the essay wrongly. didn't she knew that it was a cry for help? ish.

i think i have this being constant with something issue.

maybe i need a constant reminder. but how can i remind myself if i can't seem to stick to it for long?
a change. maybe?

or maybe i should just admit that i easily lose interest towards anything i remotely liked for some time.