2013 has come.
i need new calendar.

i spent the whole week here in college. nothing to brag about but nothing i'd ever imagine during early of 2012.
2012 ended. marking the start of mayan's pun. it isn't funny when everyone tried to be funny. you're funny if you're rare. and not bitter. sarcasm are usually made by the bitters. or whatever you wanna call yourself.
this is the first time ever i'm not at home during the new year's eve. felt quite lonely actually. i usually spent new years on my couch. or bed. it feels weird spending the night in a rented bed. the first day of holiday is in a strange place. weird.

and to whom it may concern, i wish the best in your life right now and the hereafter. new age, still, the same person :)

cleared out my closet yesterday. abah rant on me and sister having so much clothes but still wants to get more. and he forgets that he's the one going to tailor every now and then. ish. like father also like daughter -.-

i found a few stuffs which i've totally forgotten. back during school days, i was kind of thoughtful when it comes to birthdays or any special event. now? i even almost forgot my family's birthday! :3 anyway, i used to prepare little gifts for my closed friends. and some of them which i rarely contact now (sadly..). it was my fault actually. i found some jeruk in my memory box. some jeruk which i should've given to these people. there were 4 actually. regretted not sending two, relieved for keeping the other two. i don't know whether to keep on keeping them or just use them anyway. it's sort of between choosing to eat or sleep when i'm hungry and sleepy.

i should vanish now.