i have english-like paper this evening. four argumentative essays need to be written in two hours. i need to brainstorm now since i've wasted last night with very very good night sleep. hehe. i'm writing this post to practice my writing skills. it's getting bad. i've been reading journals and more journals throughout the semester. because of turnitin, the researchers started to write very wordy, lengthy journals. notwithstanding previous sentence, the pompous language is the top most reason i loathe reading journals (this is law-like sentence. it gets much worse than this ._.)

you see that? i've had to read these sentence structure. i prefer doraemon.

let's start an argument. about something. marriage? ok marriage it is then.

let's see.. hitting 20, people around me starts asking about marriage stuff. the most popular one would be "hey, when are you getting married?" or when joking around with friends, it's sounds like "when do you think you want to get married?". i'm okay with these kind questions. still not yet at the age of you-should-now-get-married. although if i live during my mom's era, i'd already enter that phase. grandma's era? well people might've already called me an old maid.

it's sad isn't it? not the fact that you're 30 and still not married, but the fact that people around you kept asking stuff that hurt you. i've never plan my age of marriage. or every other thing. i don't plan my life. that's how it has always been.

alamak i have to brainstorm la.

so..urmm..
the vaccine issue has become viral. i thought it was just another suam-suam issue.

i don't really know which side to choose from. but here's my stand,
what Rasulullah did, it becomes sunnah. hence, whatever he didn't do, why would we need to do it? i've been asking this question for quite some time. no, not in the internet or anywhere else. the question pops out when i started to realise that vaccination has become sort of compulsory. well a lot of other questions pops out like this but let's just focus on the vaccination issue. anyway, i didn't remember anyone asking me whether i'd want to vaccinate myself or not. i bluntly walk to the nurse, get the shot, and walks away. all i know is, when the vaccine reacts, we may sometimes fall sick.

also, i've learn in biology that there are 4 types of antibody stuff. sorry i can't remember it well. it's been 5 years since the last time i've learned it :3. anyway, through education, i've learn that vaccine is as important as mum's milk. mum's milk contains antibody that you can't get from no other. especially the earliest milk babies got from their mother. it's yellow-like stuff which contains the most antibody for the baby. that is also why babies who didn't get their milk from their mothers are more vulnerable to diseases. i'm sorry for mommies who really really can't breastfeed their babies. but through history, i've also learn that Rasulullah was breastfeed by 2 different mothers. i'm not sure whether it's because there was no powder milk like now or it really should be that way. some food for thought eh?

oh i'm sorry. menyimpang siur pulak :3 . so yeah, Rasulullah wasn't vaccinated and he grew up fine. healthy and full of spirit. i'm sure the extra antibody develops through his lifestyle. however this is not an anti-vaccine post. this is just my personal thought and ramblings. it is your own choice to vaccinate your kid or not. i got the shot too. tetanus, chicken pox and whatever stuff. padahal by the time i got the chicken pox shot, aku dah kena chicken pox pun. haha.

wassalam.

i need motivation.
a kick ass one.
this fyp is killing my soul.
i really want to finish with it and continue on with my life.
i mean, i am still living now. Alhamdulillah.
i just want to get it over with.
i'm really worried.
really very very.

urm
so
i've finally slept through the whole night
and manage to wake up early
after an eventful semester
tanpa memikirkan bahagian tesis mana yg aku tak siapkan lagi
atau "harini nak berkejar ke mana?"

tapi selagi tak settle final binding ni
tak tenang betul perasaan di jiwaku
and abah wished i'd straight away continue master
oh did i tell you i still don't have any plans yet?
yea yea yea i know
go work or continue study
but hey what about being a lady, sit at home and enjoy being pampered?
hehe

but i do feel a little lonely without my family around
they'll be back on friday but still,
hehe

i have a confession to make
i miss my family
there,
typed it.

also,
i hope i'll manage to reach abang's house today.
fuhhh!

Alhamdulillah.
all three events done.
i'm pretty sad.
she's not my bff.
or partner in crime or whatever.
but partner says that we're really very close.
well maybe that's why.